Diary, day six…. & my first youtube video

I’m still working on my script for the kickstarter project. Every time I start working on it though, I become overwhelmed with this sense of anxiety about being on camera once again & talking at people. Literally just talking at them. It’s a one sided conversation involving me & only me.

Well, once my brain starts going, sometimes I come up with an idea. I don’t know if it’s a good one or not, but an idea all the same. For a while now I’ve been mulling over the idea of producing videos for youtube. Usually I talk myself out of it because my kitchen at home isn’t bright & pretty. I don’t really have a video camera other than the built in one on my laptop. I just never wanted to produce something that looked rough. Not everything goes as planned though.


What I decided was, the only way to get over this anxiety I have about my one person conversation & having random people watch me on their computers, was to just face my fear & do it already. I recorded my first youtube video. It is very home-made, in my dark little kitchen. & if I’m being honest, I really am just talking at you. Ranting more like it. It’s my way of putting myself out there & taking the first step to overcome my fear. I keep reminding myself that if someone isn’t interested, they have the choice not to watch.

Please forgive the very amateur feel of it. It’s a first attempt. Also, keep in mind that I really am going off on a rambling tangent. I did decide that it was appropriate to talk about something that I get asked all the time though. A lot of my readers (a lot of you), get a tiny bit frustrated with me for putting my recipes in grams instead of cups. The video that I’m providing you with explains why I do what I do. I hope I was able to articulate my thought process. Just don’t take me too seriously. Ok?


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