Diary, day forty-eight

I think 3 days of junk food have ruined me.

I’ve been pacing back & forth around the house craving burgers & fried chicken. Maybe some cornbread & a slice of chocolate pie.

I also just caved & ordered a new bikini to celebrate the fact that it’s summer & I’m living in Greece. It’s the first new bikini I’ve bought in over 4 years… & I’m justifying it by telling myself that I’m too skinny to fit into my old one. Not to mention I’ve worn it to within an inch of its life.

So the dilemma is, do I go for a fourth day of junk & risk not fitting into my itty bitty bikini & put myself at jeopardy of dealing with a serious addiction to unhealthy foods? Or do I go back to my normal eating habits?

I let logic rush over me. I walked right past the isle of interesting flavoured crisps… & went straight to the fresh fish section. I picked myself up a beautiful fillet of salmon which I now have marinating it sesame oil, honey, tamari & fresh coriander… In an hour or two I’ll cook it up & serve it over some basmati rice.

Yes. I have to admit, I really dislike cooking just for myself, but I’m also so not in the mood for my usual rice & tuna salad right now.

I did however treat myself to an ice-cold blackberry cider. Sure, I’m going healthy, but a single bottle of cider isn’t going to destroy everything.

I think I’ve also planned my tutorial for this week. Nothing fancy, but at least there is a plan.

Have a lovely evening! Cheers xxx


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